It's close to 3am in the morning and I'm still not asleep ... This really sucks because I really really want to sleep but I just can't, despite the fact that I've got no reason to be awake, I've got no work that needs to be done, I've got no school tomorrow. This is so annoying really because I'm bored to death and there's no one to keep me company on this cold (or rather, hot) night.
So many thoughts running through my head right now. This is why I really don't like to have insomnia (i mean if we have a choice), because when I don't sleep, my mind starts wandering and thoughts will start rushing into my brain/mind and because I start thinking about stuff, I am unable to sleep even more. It's like a never-ending vicious cycle ...
Feel a random and sudden surge of emotions overwhelming me; I really need a good, romantic, sappy love story/movie to watch and cry my heart out. It's really been ages since I last watched one and I guess it really wouldn't hurt to watch one now. Was loading the Notebook just now but my Firefox crashed so argh there goes my chance.
I guess being busy/caught up with school work or any other school related stuff is good because it really keeps your mind off other stuff. You won't realise it until you have no work to do, then it hits you. The sudden realisation that your life is actually ... nothing. Nothing to others. Nothing to yourself. Sigh, I really should stop being such a emomonster, but it's not like I can help it. Need to get away. From. Everything.
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